Undertow

Climbing the walls ’til my nailbeds bleed

Words on your tongue, only built to deceive.

No energy left to go blow for blow

Secrets exposed, with nowhere to go

No reason to fear, I won’t call your bluff

I truly do think that I’ve had enough

Sorrow coursing steadily through all of my veins

Refusing to let emotion take over the reins

Whatever the outcome I’ll shall rest assured

Being played by you has been fucking absurd

You wormed your way in with pizzaz and a smile

A wolf in sheep’s clothing, well disguised all the while

Always setting your mark and you making your moves

Not giving one fuck about who you lose

Gave you all that I had, but it wasn’t enough

What will you do now that I know all of your stuff

Lies upon lies, hurt swells, then subsides

Lips pursed tight, no one more the wise

Rest that worried mind, your secrets I will keep

Question is though, how did I get in so deep

Searing agony inside, but my feelings I stuff

Realizing that I will never be enough

I kept it so real through thick and through thin

Despite all my pain throbbing deep from within

I wish you no harm, want to see you succeed

I believe in your mission, your hopes and your dreams

No one with a conscience could do what you do

But remember in time, karma always comes due

Everything now, so thoroughly clear

Try all you want, but you can’t be sincere

A suffering soul, projecting self hate

Immeasurable pain, no one else can translate

Let business be business and peasure be pleasure

Giving you support through joint endeavors

No longer will I be your pawn

Should I or shouldn’t I make you gone

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Delectable Agony

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Four closing in

Palpitations quicken

Perceptions askew

Labored breath

Gaze unfocused

It’s all in your head

Or is it?

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 Misinterpretation echoes

Disillusioned

Heightened Paranoia

Sounds amplified

Your head whips over left shoulder, then right

You are alone

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Full blown panic ensues

Deception

Mind Fuckery

Blatant Lies

Hypocrisy

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Conscience smeared

Unravelling

Discomposure

Hysteria

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Clutching at nil

Glistening

Beckoning

Whispering

Do it…

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 Desperation

Reach out

Grasping

Slice

Relief

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Bask in the warmth of the crimson

Again

Increased fervor

Make it your last

The pain keeps the hunger away

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With a swiftness, lengthwise

Cavernous

Release

Fade out

Solace

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