Undertow

Climbing the walls ’til my nailbeds bleed

Words on your tongue, only built to deceive.

No energy left to go blow for blow

Secrets exposed, with nowhere to go

No reason to fear, I won’t call your bluff

I truly do think that I’ve had enough

Sorrow coursing steadily through all of my veins

Refusing to let emotion take over the reins

Whatever the outcome I’ll shall rest assured

Being played by you has been fucking absurd

You wormed your way in with pizzaz and a smile

A wolf in sheep’s clothing, well disguised all the while

Always setting your mark and you making your moves

Not giving one fuck about who you lose

Gave you all that I had, but it wasn’t enough

What will you do now that I know all of your stuff

Lies upon lies, hurt swells, then subsides

Lips pursed tight, no one more the wise

Rest that worried mind, your secrets I will keep

Question is though, how did I get in so deep

Searing agony inside, but my feelings I stuff

Realizing that I will never be enough

I kept it so real through thick and through thin

Despite all my pain throbbing deep from within

I wish you no harm, want to see you succeed

I believe in your mission, your hopes and your dreams

No one with a conscience could do what you do

But remember in time, karma always comes due

Everything now, so thoroughly clear

Try all you want, but you can’t be sincere

A suffering soul, projecting self hate

Immeasurable pain, no one else can translate

Let business be business and peasure be pleasure

Giving you support through joint endeavors

No longer will I be your pawn

Should I or shouldn’t I make you gone

I am

I am the wild
Fragmented shards of broken glass

magnetically recomposed

I am the free

Unexpected outpouring of

expression

passion

showing my most inner self

I am human

Tears of the purest joy

droplets of pain

gather

in a collective muddled river that twists and winds

meandering through life

basking in and absorbing

the rays of the morning sun
feeding, swirling

becoming a homogeneous mixture

I am the healer
Wade in my healing waters

find comfort and solace

as you snuggle

enraptured in my wings

radiating love and strength

So that you may take flight

once again

As I have

Synchronicity

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We are…ALL….connected.

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It is the assuagement of weightless supports, infinite

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It is the sensation of identity, wrapped securely

  a circuitry intertwined

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It is the taste of brine, caustic pungency

on lips rationing anguish

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It is the incalculable sensation of ascension

wings assuring preservation

stability

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It is the fragments of resplendence

collectively assembled

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It is the cohesive nexus

 tree of souls no longer misplaced

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No longer inside,

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Invisible

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Pom poms hurling toward the sky

Never let them see you cry

Pause so slightly, wonder why

All your dreams forsaken

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 Sideline cheers, inducing fears

Eternal waits, a thousand years

Wheels in motion, grinding gears

All your love’s been taken

black_zodiac__the_bound_woman_by_astrozerk04-d318w9w Died this death a thousand times

Within the confines of the mind

Expectations no different this time

A soulless shell, forgotten

zombie_cheerleader_idea_by_steevinlove-d2ym0jc Numbing til the pain subsides

Smiles provide a place to hide

Easier to give up than try

 Silent, Screaming, Retreating

padded_cell_by_mr_book_faced-d5ffglq  Hope appears too distant

And all is far but well

Climb inside the shell to hide

 My very own private hell

Breaking of a Stone

Molecular Thoughts

Anesthesia line has been sliced
Gasping for oxygen

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Obstacles, merely illusions
Oceans eagerly await arrival

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Eternity visible on the horizon
Vivid illumination

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Not angst, vacillation nor gallinipers
capable of disintegration

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Cognizance
Vultures circle the waterhole

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Lacking the urge to attempt to resist

Insightful

Radiant

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 Prior discourse laid to rest

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A new era of dawn draws nearer

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Unforseen

Compelling

Electrifying

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Pure ecstasy

Cherished eternally

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No overanalyzing

Instincts thriving

Giddy

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Sincerely undeniable

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Beguiled by progressive development
Veil tossed to the wind

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Vibrations multiply in breadth and depth
Undeniable since inception

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Unanticipated by twin souls
Purely raw and authentic

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Cherish
Treasured

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Overwhelming elation

 Entwined for eternity

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Never again exiled in loneliness

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Cloaked in my protective sheath
Remaining strong and secure

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Hearts and souls bound forevermore

No doubts, nor fears

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More than a mere affection

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Sorrow  for the miles that separate

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Immeasurable yearnings
Forward march

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A radiant sight

 As trust is earned

Traces emerging

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Obstacles no match for souls united

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 Undeniably drawn

Unconditional love

True bliss

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 Insatiable

 Absorb

 Exchange

Perpetually sparking

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We are one

It is

as if

it’s all

we have ever been

share a brain

Complex components, simplified

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 Silent mutual understanding
Our souls speak openly sans words

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It is thought
More importantly it is felt

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I am alive
His presence awakens that which I had long thought to be dead inside of me

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 Investments returned a gazillionfold
Recharging my soul

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Steadfast refusal regarding the rat race

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Blossoming creativity

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Surprised by my catalyst
Whose prose irradiates my soul

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Angel in disguise
Modestly undervaluing the impact his essence delivers unto me

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Fuck a mundane existence

So much more to be had

It will be

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My eyes, arms and lips open wide

eye awake

I shall never sleep……again

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Until I am in his arms

~Eternally,

Your Living Dead Girl XO

❤ ❤ ❤